After I had our twin boys, I thought, "Wow, that was crazy. Good thing I’ll probably never have twins again." And then at five months postpartum, we conceived twins again. We lost one twin extremely early in pregnancy. However, I was shocked that it had happened again, and it unlocked a big fear for me. Twin pregnancy is incredibly difficult for my body and mental state, so moving forward, I begged God to let a chalice like that to please pass over me for any “next time.” Dur
